College padikrapo classmate ah 3yrs(1st yr, 2nd yr, 3rd yr) one side ah love panen.. But adhu failure.. Adhula irundhu veliya varadhukulla 8th sem mudicha 10 dayslaye veetla arranged marriage pani vachanga.. But correct ah 1 weekla oru family issue vandhu adhu ego clash ah mari divorce pana mudivu pani, na enga veetlayum, avan avanga veetlayum irundhu 1year kalichi mutual ah divorce vangitom.. But andha one year na job poren, vera edhadhu padikren'nu enga Amma ta keytapo, pblm mudiyama engayum anupa matenu solitanga.. Oru year varaikume panchayathu, issues, ipdiye poiduchu..

1year later, after divorce, higher studies (2yr course) padika sonaga. That too avanga sona course.. 2nd year padichtu irukapo again alliance pathu matrimony la oruthana pathu confirm pananga.. He was seperated at that time and had a girl child with her mom.. So divorce vanginadhan marriage nu soli enga parents 1 year marriage ah thalli vachanga.. But andha one yearlaye avan oru psycho mari behave panradhu, money expectations irukra marila feel achi. So I said my mom that it won't work for long apdinu.. My father beated me. Aprm the marriage happened as planned after his divorce, where the real pblm starts.

Marriage ana 10 dayslaye en jewels eduthu poi adagu vaika aramichi, veetla edhuvadhu amount irundha adha solama kollama thiruditu poga aramichan.. Ellathukum sanda pottu, epo pathalum panam panamnu ketu enga veetla 20L'ku mela vangi... Ena adichi, abort aga vachi correct ah one year mudnjadhum vitu oditan.. Adhuku aprm engengayo thedi... (Apo lock down time) oru vazhiya case file pani police vachi arrest warrant eduthu court ku vara vachom. but indha process'eh 1 yrku mela pochi. Apram avan sidela irundhu court la en mela fullah false allegations kuduthu adhuku oru 2 year poradi, ellame fakenu proof pani, feb 2024la dhan case mudichidhu (starts at 2020 lock down). Na 2022 endla veetla pesi convince pani job kaha chennai vanten.. Case apo mattum poven..

Ipo ena'na.. Enaku marriage panra asai suthama poiduchi.. Na expect panadhu enakaga, enaku true ah, ena endha placelayum vitu kudukama supportive ah iruka mari oru partner venumnu.. But ipdi agavum, I just fed up with the things and started to focus on my career..

Office la casual ah en manager oruthar kooda pesnapo dhan therinjidhu he is also seperated apdinu. Having a girl child with her mom.. Workla, aprm team outsla avar supporting ah irundha parthu manasu edho maruchi.. But konja dayslaye, he is also expecting money from me'nu purinji, I keep on maintaining distance from him.. Literally I felt like I was a taken granted by him in terms of money..(He got some amount from me. So appopo he calls me and said that he will return the amount once he got a job. But endha joblaym 2months ku mela ponadhilla. )

6 months later, Veetla younger brother ku marriage pana alliance paka start pananum'num, adhuku na ipdi iruka koodadhunum enaku marriage pana again alliance paka start pananga.. But Enaku en parents kita again indha decision vida manasu illama, I registered myself in an matrimony app mentioning that I was married twice, and I will accept a person who accept me as I am.

Got an accept from a person who said that he is ok with that and he is ok to be in relationship with me. Thinking that he will be my person, we met sometimes, things got crossed twice with some kind of foreplays alone.. (Not more than that). I asked him, whether I speak with my parents for marriage, he said that he is seperated and the case is going on for divorce. Idhu epdiyum 2 yrs agum, enaku guiltah iruku, So ne move on agu'nu solran..

Enaku idha epdi handle pannanum nu nijama theriyala... Am I looking granted for all guys'nu thonudhu. True ah oru person venum expect panadhum thappu, marriage eh venamnu decide panavum mudiyala.. Romba kastama iruku.. Suggestions pls...