I am 26 years old

I struggled lot from my childhood a lot to complete my studies as I was in a middle class background. Unfortunately enoda BE degree mudikra situation la appa passed away myself and amma has to handle things alone.
Like amma was under her parents shadow before her mrg and after mrg she was under appa's care of. She doesn't even went to nearby shop without appa. So obviously I want to keep her like before she was. So I took the responsibility of her and family needs. I got placed as a software developer in a reputed IT firm. And I was working for 2 years. Appa death and COVID intha situation la use panni enoda family kula relatives ngra Perla sila disasters vanthathu like brain washed amma and pushed her marry me to a relative person initially amma was not accepting that marriage proposal but some how avanga mind changed like thaniya epd Namma handle panna mudiyum so Namma mrg panni vachuralam relative nala namalaiyum pathuka accept panuvanganu so she convinced me a lot a tried a lot to come out of this but at last for her sake i accepted. But after mrg only I came to know he drink daily and having illegal affairs. When I started questioning him he said I married u becoz u r earning and having some assets and took all my savings from me and ill treated me by using bad words and he took that girls to home as well and that marriage life didn't even got extended for more that four months I got separated and his family put lot of false accusations on me and finally got divorce from him. After that I didn't even think of mrg and all I started concentrating on my career. Now I am into software industry for 5 years and getting a good pay. But I got so many proposals after my breakup but that proposals and not for love and mrg all are asking for like casual relationship stuffs and all. In this society people has a thought like oru ponnuku divorce an she is take it for granted epd venalum approach panalamnu. I don't even know nowadays all people are like and also having a myth like if a girl is a divorcee can mrg to a divorced boy only. Ana oru paiyan divorcee ah irunthalum he can marry a single girl means first marriage. But a divorced girl should marry only a divorced person. Intha myth periavangata nu ila now a days irukra younger generation neraiya per kita irukum. Becoz of that I hate mrg and adutha life ah yosikave thonala elarume narrow minded ah than irukanga thonuthu not able to overcome this. I didn't even mentioned clearly what and all I gone through in my life i gone through a toughest face