I was married in 2019 and life was very good. My husband had loans because of building house and our marriage. My husband only spent for our marriage and he dint demand any dowry.

He took care of me very well and I was really proud of getting such a husband. During covid we were not able to pay loans so we moved to Chennai and we both started working. But after I started working my husband burdened me financially by taking loans in my name through different apps. My salary was only 20k but the loans in my name was 46k so to repay my loans I had to pledge my jewellery, I used my PF and I was left out with anything. I took loan again in my name and invested in stock market through his friend and his friend cheated him. Because of this financial issue I was frustrated and during this period I got conceived. This is my 2nd pregnancy and I saw a lot of difference in my husband. He never spoke to me, avoided me and he had put password to his phone and never shared the password. I thought people are troubling him to repay loan and he doesn't want me to get worried. During my 9th month of my pregnancy I found that my husband is cheating me by talking to another girl. Their chats were like a husband and wife chat. I spoke to my husband and he told he will stop talking to that girl but a week later I found that still they are in touch. After that I had to come to my mother's place for delivery. During that period I asked my husband the reason for cheating me, he dint have any guilty concious and blamed me that I was not talking well due to financial problem and that's the reason he started talking to that girl and he also expressed that he loved that girl and unable to forget and later he promised he will stop talking.

As I'm still in my mother's place, whenever he comes, he hides his phone and even if I ask he never shares the password. If I ask if he is still talking to that girl, he makes a promise on my baby that he has stopped talking. But I'm not able to accept his cheating, as I sacrificed everything for him. My elder son is 5 years old and my 2md child is just 1 month. Please tell me what should I do?