Hi I'm 24F,

This post is about my college friend 2022 la irunthu teriyum, same bus la clg povom athu mattum illama ennoda lover oda clsmate, ivanga rendu perukumey oruthar oruthar ah pudikathu, nan oru paiyana luv pandranu teriyum aana athu avanga cls paiyanu teriyathu athuku apram konjam nall kalichu than sonnan, daily pesa start pannom nalla frnds ah irunthom enakku en bf activities la konjam doubt vanthuchu he started ignoring me, proper response irukathu ethachu keta, enna romba azha veipan ennoda exams ku munnadi reason eh illama thitti, yaarayo sight adikura mari status la vachitu, nan phn panni solli azhuthan apo avana pathi sonnaga avan clg la matha ponnunga kuda flirt pannuvan,avanoda past love ipdi ellam teriya vanthuchu(past la nadanthathu)enaku athula avan mela kovam, konjam nall naanga pesama irunthom apram months achuna avaney sry ketu kenji pesa vachiruvan nanum pesiruva, ipdi sanda pogum seruvom ennoda frnd ku avan illama nan irukamatanu nalla teriyum, nan daily ennoda lyf la ennalam nadakutho ellam avankitta share pannuvan, happy ah irunthalum first avankitta than solluvan, sad ah irunthalum avanuku than cl panni azhuvan, ipdi ellathulayumey avan enkuda irunthan, neraya supportive ah irunthu irukan

Avan frnd ah enakku neraya panni irukan aana enakku etho konjam over ah pandra mari oru feeling vara start achu, en bf kuda enna avanga veetla ellarukum first intro tharala avanga amma ku mattum than intro kuduthan oru function la, ivan avanga veetla oru nall munnadi nalaiku en frnd oru ponnu vara ithu avaluku pudikum athu avaluku pudikathu nu particular ah solli, veedu clean ah iruntha than pudikum nu la solli next day nan poran konjam nerathula anga avanga relatives la vanthu irunthanga avan sis hosp la irunthu vantha nala paaka, itha enkita first eh solli iruntha nan vanthu iruka matan aana enkita munnadiye atha sollala nan ketathuku terinju than vara sonnanu sonnan, ithuku munnadi frnds ah kuptu vanthu irukan aana thaniya entha ponnu uhm kuotu vanthu veetla intro thanthathu illanu sonnan, anniku avanga amma enna neraya note pannanga ivanum nan thaniya iruka mari feel panna kudathunu en pakkathulaye chair la irunthan, enakku oru mari irunthuchu, avanga amma kitta nalla pesa soldrathu personally i felt enna avanga veetla close aakura mari irunthuchu, leave vantha sammanthan eh illama veliya va sweets vaangi tharan vaa nu soldrathu, enakku pudichatha pandrathu ipdi ellam pannitu irunthathu enakkula oru kolapam irunthutey irunthuchu sometimes pesama silent agiruvan. oru stage la en bf enna cheat pannitu avanoda schl senior kuda poitan apo mentally i was depressed, i was seeking for help antha tym la enakku yaarachu oru ponnu kitta solli azhanum pola irunthuchu apo avanga amma kitta sollavanu ketan sari unakku athu sonna relief ah irukum na nee pesu enakku prechana illanu sonnan, avanga veetla anniku than avanga sister sonnaga nanum avanga anna uhm luv pandrom nu nenachitu irunthanu, enakku avanuku epdi explain pandrathunu terila enna avanga cousin mrg ku invite pandrathu, night aunty veetla stay pana soldrathu enakku athula ishtam illa nan pogala, mrg anniku mrng enakku sweets vaangi vachi irukan vanthu vaangiko nu solli msg pannan enakku kovam vanthuruchu anga avanga ooru la mrg inga vanthu mrng sweets vaanga vaa nu soldran nan ignore pannitan athuku kova padran, sometimes insta la relatable ah iruka mari reels like pandra apo enakku purila what is in his mind nu, intha 2 yrs la neraya nadanthu iruku avan enakaga enna vena panna ready ah irukan, enakaga mattum illama ennaku pudicha yaarukaga irunthalum help pandran, i don't know what's in his mind aana en mind la, ipdi oru confusing state la enna vachitu irukathu enakku pudikala already past la nan neraya paathutan ennoda ex apdi than enna confusing state laye vachi irupan, ithunala neraya hurt agi irukan ipo ethuvum eh venam nu nan thaniya irukan yarukittayum pesama