"I had a Love relationship with a guy for around 3-4 years in 2018. He proposed, and I accepted. Though he was charming, my appearance bothered him. My male friend suggested I should end the relationship, but my mother gave me a green signal. Even he got a green signal from his family, but they didn't approve of me due to my appearance. Around 6 months into our relationship, he tattooed my name on his hand, and problems started soon after. He resigned from his job for personal reasons and told me he was going to Bangalore for a new job. The next day, when I called him, another guy picked up the phone and said he had committed suicide. I went to his home with my male friend, but no one was there, and they had gone to the hospital. The next day, I saw his body. Even after 6 years, I don't understand the reason. I couldn't heal or move on; it still feels like yesterday. Now, in my current life, my mother is pressuring me to get married this year. I'm a single child, and I'm an introvert, not interested in talking to anyone. I'm working in the IT sector and have completed my MBA. What should I do? My mother is worried about me, but I don't want to talk about my father as he never cared for me. We're a struggling family. He's coming with alliances, but they're not suitable, with only 10th or 12th-grade education, but with money, property, and land. I've had bad experiences with matrimonial proposals; some were genuine, but the astrology didn't match, and some were fraudulent. Now I'm in my mid-stage, and I'm hesitant to get married because I've lost trust. Even if I get married, I'll have to be ready to face financial struggles. I'm facing a lot of difficulties, and I don't know how to handle this situation. Even if I get married, it'll be a struggle. I need support, but I don't know who to turn to. I'm confused and don't know what to do next."